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[   IN THE PRESENCE THE SELF:  ]

 

In you i saw my self:

so many things that i knew i was

yet was pulling away from

 

In you i broke myself

into fragments to sort through and pick apart 

rearrange and alter to make them fit

to learn from

 

In you my pieces almost fit

once… or so we thought

But never fully, never truly.

 

I loved,  

I lost

I learned

I am growing…

to encompass more of myself 

and I wish this for you also 

 

For all the times we shared that were beautiful i am grateful 

For all the painful troubled times i am grateful too 

and wiser for it

For all the things I did

that failed to make you happy, I am sorry .

For all the things you wanted  

I couldn’t give, I am sorry too

And all the things you wanted me to be and I never would…

I simply accept

As I accept all the things I wanted from you 

you couldn’t give either. 

 

I let you go with love,

gratitude 

respect 

and blessings

For your future life and love

to be all you ever dreamed of. 

 

We showed each other all we could. 

 

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But holding onto ghosts never made us whole…

The ties that bound us now dissolving

And new Fire lights the Way

And 

     a new 

               fire

                     lights 

   

                                   the Way….

 

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      [   singing:  ]

 

Let the Fire come

Let the Fire come

Let the fire dance

Let it come ablaze

To burn away the Pain

To burn away the Stain

Thats been in you so long

Thats been in me too long

 

And let the Soul…..            f     

                                                     l 

                                                            y 

 

Into a new and timeless Night Sky… of Home.